there\u2019s only three
things I want
to do
before I die:
I want to be with
a girl who\u2019s nuts for
me
who\u2019d die for
me,
and I want to feel
nothing.
absolutely
nothing
at all.
I\u2019ve never had
that.
I want
to write a
novel,
a thousand-page-long
novel,
with nothing
on any of the
pages.
I want it to be
a New York Times
Bestseller,
and I want
to just
laugh it off.
I want to get
old in a
run-down bar
drink gin,
straight,
talk to young couples
about my late wife,
or if I don\u2019t get around
to it,
I\u2019ll tell them
I could never find
her.
if I could give them
some advice,
I would tell them
nothing,
I\u2019d just drink
they\u2019d listen
since then
I’d be wise
and all who’d say otherwise
will be long dead.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
just maybe
we\u2019ll have a good time.
I\u2019ve never had any
of those.
it may be farfetched,
but,
like most of us,
I don\u2019t expect
to die
completely
satisfied. <\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
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